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Recently I've been thinking that most of my dreams and plans for this year, after I came back from DTS, didn't come true. Things didn't turn out the way I expected it to be. Plans and dreams that I had just didn't come true... And.... I'm very grateful for that.

A lot had changed. The political situation in the country that also brought a division. Even personally a lot of things had changed: friends changed. And so did I. But with many we grew apart.


But... this is not the main point of this message :) The main point is that through all this, God has taught me to completely rely on Him and seek His ways, not mine. More of Him and less of me.

I don't think that my faith would grow stronger if I wouldn't have to give up on dreams and plans, if I was always surrounded by many people and focusing on them and in the end, limiting the time for Him.

I am thankful for the struggles and the pain I had to go through. Because this was an amazing opportunity for my faith to grow.

I am very thankful that even in the times when I could just drown in the pitty party and strengthen my stubborness and pride, God reminded me about His presence.

Having no well set plan for the future (I said plans, not goals) gives room to the Lord.


John 13:7
Jesus replied, "You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand."

This is more than enough to know.

For now ;)